Video is OK, but the song is awesome, Shakespeare is better but this is still tight!
Lyrics
no more bluffin this is somethin
i feel it in my belly button
glutten for yur blushin
and yur sweet little nothins
yur discussion and yur fussin
and yur face wen yur cussin
even wen yur wrong
and no-one can tell u nothin
im adjustin to the fact
i can put my trust in
mad sex but it's more thn just lustin
no rushin we're gushin
and wen we push each others buttons
love u so it's love time
even wen were fuckin
glutton for yur stuffin and i want another grubbin
im a feen for yur lovin yur huggin and back rubbin
but every so often i feel like im stuck in
wen we don't give each other space
and push each others buttons
one cant speak straight without the other one buttin
we talk alot of shit but it dont mean nothin
wud say that im duckin but u know that im bluffin
listen for a minute baby let me tell u somethin
chorus
lets take it slowly
bit by bit
just get to know me
bit by bit
i know we're not perfect but
bit by bit
i know that we're worth it
bit by bit by bit
take it slowly
bit by bit
just get to know me
bit by bit
i know we're not perfect but
bit by bit
i know that we're worth it
bit by bit by bit
x2
verse 2
everytime that we're sinnin
i feel like im winnin
wen we're finished and we're grinnin
we bring in another innings'
we're just fulfilling
the mission of really living
i feel like im givin back tht was missin
or more like im drillin to myself tht was hidden
im a villain and im wicked
but im also really timid
im rigid and i pivot
but im careful not to fidget
stick with it
im tryin to get close to yur spirit
it's kinda like a riddle
i figure u just a little
we both turn pages til we meet in the middle
ain't even hot but u sweat just a little
i feel like i might of found a wife just a little
kinda like i understand life just a little
we can spend time together more than a little
wanna see forever doin things just a little
chorus
u can be my lady
bit by bit
and we can make a babies
bit by bit
and drive each other crazy
bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit
be my lady
and we can make babies
and drive each other crazy
bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit
Sunday, 21 October 2007
Tuesday, 16 October 2007
Saturday
Saturday was supposed to be the restart of my Master Class with Adam, Adam has time and again apologized for the short comings and flaking he has done since I started it many many months ago. As I told him actions speak louder then words, and I now wonder if he actually means his apologizes, the amount of times I have had to cover up his short comings to other people ....I have lost count, as his student...his customer...why should I have to do this?
We had a heated debate in regard to how he wanted to start my Master Class...by going to a flat warming of some people we know. I just told him straight out that he was copping out on me...he assured me he wasn't and reframed or ignored my issues (he is extremely good at this...I might add!). I told him I wasn't invited...he assured me it was an open invite for any member of carpe PM and there was a post about it. So I logged in and had a look and found nothing, Adam assured me I was invited and forwarded me a text from Tim saying Adam and myself should come (strange how he gets that as soon as I raise issues with him?).
Adam reframed it as me having fears/ resentment against fellow members of carpe PM, I told him I have nothing but respect for them (which is the truth) and I understand that they are living their lives and doing what they do. I went on to explain that there are cliques among the forum members. He said it was my perception...he said no one is better then anyone else...I whole heartily agree with him on this...but actions speak louder then words...and what I see every time I am out and about is very different to the Majestic ideals he talks about.
Kush mentioned he knew nothing about the flat warming.......and he is a mod...and a good dear friend of mine, so now I wonder what is Adam playing at...
He says the reason I don't see them much is cos I don't invest time in them and as a result they don't in me. All I say is who is the guy, who is out there all the time helping whoever comes through the door that I see, Adam has praised me many times for representing Carpe PM...so as far as I am concerned that doesn't hold any water with me. I just do what I do, just like other members do what I do. Other people agree with me...but Kush said it isn’t Adams fault that there are cliques...which is true...but Adam makes an issue of it and I respond to it.
Adam asked me to trust him....how can you trust someone who every time u put some faith in them....they fail you? He is near impossible to get hold of, I lost count the amount of times he has not returned my calls and texts, he was supposed to call yesterday...he never did (although he probably has to sort out his bike).
On Saturday night I had Ryan call me a few times, not heard from him in absolutely ages...I had a good idea what it would be about.....and I was right.
He offered to give me a lift up to Tims house party...it was by Adams request.
I have asked people for lifts and been told blatant NO, but as soon as Adam mentions it..its all sweet and fine...I am not paying Adam for this...and that is the issue, Ryan made a point of offering me access to VIP anywhere I needed...which is great...last time I called on that favour with Tai he told us to mention his name at the door, i calle dhim to double check and he assured thatw as fine, it didnt pan out i tried to get hold of him 2 mins later..no answer...blanked my call and never returned it, but if Adam says so he will do it.
I knew nothing of the party b4 hand, as far as I am concerned Adam was trying to kill 2 birds with 1 stone (teach me and make an appearance at the party).
People change their opinions around Adam, I have seen it many a time, I have even done it myself, it is because he comes from a place with vast experience and knowledge.
I understand that Ryan meant well and everything....but I AM NOT PAYING ADAM to give me access to a social circle I normally wouldn't have access to, it would be all good at the party...but as soon as Adam had gone...I wouldn't be invited to anything they did again, unless Adam put a word in 4 me, which again is not what I am paying him for.
Which is the case in point.
I have been blanked by various carpe PM members in the past....do I hate them for this...of course not...each to their own...people have their reasons for what they do...reasons I don't know or care to know, I could reel of a list of times it has happened, but there is no need, I have been a bitch too when starting out at times...and its all karma
I am paying him to teach me properly how to go from cold approach......onwards, not a house party...that I aint initially invited to, so he can be around his mates and show me something's as a secondary objective.
When its all said and done, my issue is not with Carpe PM or the people in it I love them all some of them have helped me more then anything and I will always been in debt to them for their help, my issue is with Adam and his lack of commitment and the Master Class in general, so far I have learnt nothing...and all he has done is disappoint me time and time again.
I am going to email him and list all my issues and ask him to respond...if he doesn't respond or tries to reframe or anything other then tackle the issues at hand...I will take it my MC is over.
We had a heated debate in regard to how he wanted to start my Master Class...by going to a flat warming of some people we know. I just told him straight out that he was copping out on me...he assured me he wasn't and reframed or ignored my issues (he is extremely good at this...I might add!). I told him I wasn't invited...he assured me it was an open invite for any member of carpe PM and there was a post about it. So I logged in and had a look and found nothing, Adam assured me I was invited and forwarded me a text from Tim saying Adam and myself should come (strange how he gets that as soon as I raise issues with him?).
Adam reframed it as me having fears/ resentment against fellow members of carpe PM, I told him I have nothing but respect for them (which is the truth) and I understand that they are living their lives and doing what they do. I went on to explain that there are cliques among the forum members. He said it was my perception...he said no one is better then anyone else...I whole heartily agree with him on this...but actions speak louder then words...and what I see every time I am out and about is very different to the Majestic ideals he talks about.
Kush mentioned he knew nothing about the flat warming.......and he is a mod...and a good dear friend of mine, so now I wonder what is Adam playing at...
He says the reason I don't see them much is cos I don't invest time in them and as a result they don't in me. All I say is who is the guy, who is out there all the time helping whoever comes through the door that I see, Adam has praised me many times for representing Carpe PM...so as far as I am concerned that doesn't hold any water with me. I just do what I do, just like other members do what I do. Other people agree with me...but Kush said it isn’t Adams fault that there are cliques...which is true...but Adam makes an issue of it and I respond to it.
Adam asked me to trust him....how can you trust someone who every time u put some faith in them....they fail you? He is near impossible to get hold of, I lost count the amount of times he has not returned my calls and texts, he was supposed to call yesterday...he never did (although he probably has to sort out his bike).
On Saturday night I had Ryan call me a few times, not heard from him in absolutely ages...I had a good idea what it would be about.....and I was right.
He offered to give me a lift up to Tims house party...it was by Adams request.
I have asked people for lifts and been told blatant NO, but as soon as Adam mentions it..its all sweet and fine...I am not paying Adam for this...and that is the issue, Ryan made a point of offering me access to VIP anywhere I needed...which is great...last time I called on that favour with Tai he told us to mention his name at the door, i calle dhim to double check and he assured thatw as fine, it didnt pan out i tried to get hold of him 2 mins later..no answer...blanked my call and never returned it, but if Adam says so he will do it.
I knew nothing of the party b4 hand, as far as I am concerned Adam was trying to kill 2 birds with 1 stone (teach me and make an appearance at the party).
People change their opinions around Adam, I have seen it many a time, I have even done it myself, it is because he comes from a place with vast experience and knowledge.
I understand that Ryan meant well and everything....but I AM NOT PAYING ADAM to give me access to a social circle I normally wouldn't have access to, it would be all good at the party...but as soon as Adam had gone...I wouldn't be invited to anything they did again, unless Adam put a word in 4 me, which again is not what I am paying him for.
Which is the case in point.
I have been blanked by various carpe PM members in the past....do I hate them for this...of course not...each to their own...people have their reasons for what they do...reasons I don't know or care to know, I could reel of a list of times it has happened, but there is no need, I have been a bitch too when starting out at times...and its all karma
I am paying him to teach me properly how to go from cold approach......onwards, not a house party...that I aint initially invited to, so he can be around his mates and show me something's as a secondary objective.
When its all said and done, my issue is not with Carpe PM or the people in it I love them all some of them have helped me more then anything and I will always been in debt to them for their help, my issue is with Adam and his lack of commitment and the Master Class in general, so far I have learnt nothing...and all he has done is disappoint me time and time again.
I am going to email him and list all my issues and ask him to respond...if he doesn't respond or tries to reframe or anything other then tackle the issues at hand...I will take it my MC is over.
Out after a long while!
After a long while I have been out partying and everything.......yes I know shame on me ;-)
Went out on Friday night and met up with some of the guys and just had a fucking good time... I got back into the swing of things pretty damn quick...I was surprised :-)
Maz has a vid clip of me and Tom has a picture of me...here is the vid clip:
It was great seeing Johnny after such a long time, I have to sit down with him at Kadas and have a cup of tea...so he can tell me some stories from his travels...I mean who doesn't like a good story?!
I left early I had a lot going on the next day, it just felt good to be back out runnin it!
Went out on Friday night and met up with some of the guys and just had a fucking good time... I got back into the swing of things pretty damn quick...I was surprised :-)
Maz has a vid clip of me and Tom has a picture of me...here is the vid clip:
It was great seeing Johnny after such a long time, I have to sit down with him at Kadas and have a cup of tea...so he can tell me some stories from his travels...I mean who doesn't like a good story?!
I left early I had a lot going on the next day, it just felt good to be back out runnin it!
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