More Interesting Stuff.....................

On a more energetic note! FLORIDA BABY IS ON ITS WAY!!!!!!!!!!! MAY 17TH!!

After that I am (Along with my sister and nephew) off to Belgium to visit my bro, before he leaves for his new job in Singapore! It is where he has always wanted to work and finally he is getting the chance, I am proud of him and he is monumentally happy about it, what else can I say apart from CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are all getting custom tops made for our trip to Florida, I am getting the number 24, Cheeky is getting 69 (dirty git) and Lindo is getting 1, the rest are undecided.

Zool thanks for letting me crash at your place on Saturday, had a fun night out in Manchester, and yes that girl I met was super cute, shame about her jealous friends though. It is amazing how girls can get jealous when they see one of their friends with a decent guy! make sure you send me the picture so I can put it onto my photo-blog thingy!





Man I asked those girls for Vaseline for a joke and they went on a mission and found us some! They looked at us well weird when we held it in a victory pose and took a picture hahahhaha.

The HAVE YOU GOT ANY VASELINE...saga continues!

On a side note, I met up with some really old friends from school and uni on Sunday, it is amazing how are ideas/views are totally different these days. They tried to bring me down with funny style insults and tried to weed info out of me in regard to another good friend of mine. You know the usual How much did he buy that Subaru for, trying to see if I know and so they can see if they were told the truth and all that jazz.

My m8 went and worked in Spain for a while, doing hardcore sales work. I know how hard it is just to up sticks and go to another country, it TAKES BALLS, and I have the up-most respect for him doing it. Yet my other friends took digs at him asking why isn't he going back etc etc. It is soo far outside their reality doing something like that, so they have to bring him down (not in his presence though) to make themselves feel better? That is just soo off in my book these days. Why can't people be happy for other people trying to better themselves? I am so tempted to stereotype here and say its an ASIAN thing/BRADFORD thing, but I won't cos it strictly isn't true.

I get the impression, that I was the lowest value member of my old group of friends, (They have known me when all I did is sit at the computer all day/I was the NERD everyone went to with IT issues), I will show you my driving license picture sometime If you ask nicely!) and they have trouble comprehending how I can just up sticks and vanish, and start doing my own thing. I think they may have heard stories of what I have been up to, but they keep probing me for info and trying to bait me, but I won't share info with anyone who isn't willing to share with me.

I have respect for everyone, even if they were trying to make fun of me by calling me gay? (My reply - Yeah only on Mondays) lol good thing these days that type of shit don't even bother me anymore. Since I don't hang around with them much, they think I sit at home all day and night and do fuck all.............ONLY IF THEY HAD ACCESS TO MY PHOTO-BLOG hehe

That is me done for now......................Bil

Interesting

Right I am sat at work again, it is dead this afternoon and so I thought I would write up some more stuff for my blog.

Since I can't access my blog from work, I am just writing it up in MS Word and then I am just going to email it to myself at home. ß-Isn't technology great!

Right where shall I start?

Remember my friend from Glasgow, the one I was going to call it a day with is some way or another, well I guess she finally decided to have a look at my blog. Last time I saw her b4 I even posted this, she was ICE COLD and she decided to play frame games, which to be fair I was kind of expecting, esp with everything that has happened between us recently. I know she likes me and she know I like her, otherwise why would I go through what I did, and we were still in regular contact (I say that very loosely as we are barely in contact anymore).

People always said to me logistics are really important I never really paid attention to it, until all this happened. Logistically it was not great. She doesn't know what she wants and is afraid of getting burnt, which to be fair I understand, but hey I have done everything I could do, the best I can do (it's all new territory for me), never been in this type of situation before. She is an amazing girl in soo many ways, and people who know me, know that I don't banter about words like that (there are very few girls I would ever consider calling amazing), sexy you can banter around day and night, but amazing that is totally different.

I called her to tell her, the watch she kindly chipped in for as a birthday gift, I had handed in for repair as I managed to bugger it a bit, and she was just very very COLD. Before I made that call I wasn't too sure as to what I was going to do, but now I am.

I have the up most respect for her, but looks like our friendship is done. I knew when I pushed in the way I did, this could happen, and I accepted the risk. Hey that's life, it is unfair…......but as my friend once said, that can be your greatest advantage. I can't force her to stop being COLD lol and logistically there is nothing I can do sat here in England. She was(and hopefully will remain) a great friend, and she has ambition and loves helping people, there are few Asian girls or even girls in general that are selfless.

There is no point me calling her I will just get an ICE COLD reception, I would like to remain friends, life is just wayyyyyyyy too short, but it is all down to her, the ball is her court completely, I ain't a arse, I aint a dick head, I know when to persist and I know when not to. Now is time for the latter.

I made some mistakes yeah, learned soo many things from them (as with many things in life, you learn the most from the mistakes you make), but I was thinking the other day IF I HAD TO DO IT AGAIN…WOULD I?!……………………………..YES. At least I am not wondering WHAT IF, at least I know even if it hasn’t ended as it should have, and the thing is if we lived closer, and logistics weren't soo dam crap this would have been great.

The woman I originally liked, I no longer really see (how strange is that), I knew she would act differently but hey, the warm, lovely, friendly, sexy, attractive, ambitious women I liked I just have not seeing anymore, it's been a whole new COLDER SIDE.

LESSON LEARNED.

I am only human at the end of the day (even though I have a BATMAN Belt Buckle), and this whole scenario has played on my mind on and off for a while, I am sure it has played on hers too, that is life. There are very few girls I would consider making my GF, I am a picky bastard and I have standards, for example if a women was to lie blatantly to me, that is it we would be through (I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF SHE IS A MODEL OR CAN GET ME DISCOUNT AT ANN SUMMERS LOL). The amount of women I have met in the last 12 months has been nuts, but how many would I go out with?!…………..Lets just say not that many.

Maybe I am just going to become the player everyone thinks I am. There are 3 billion women on the planet, I believe in fate to a point, people will cross your path, it's up to you to seize on the opportunity handed to you, most people don't realise or realise too late, much rather take the risk and loose then not bother and be like dammit.

THE GREATEST BATTLE LIES WITHIN

TRANSFORMERS - I HOPE THIS FILM DOES THE CARTOON JUSTICE!



DIE HARD 4 - IT BETTER BE GOOD




SPIDERMAN 3- LOOKS THE DOGS BOLLOX



THE SLOGAN FOR SPIDERMAN 3 IS GOLD - THE GREATEST BATTLE LIES WITHIN

That means soo much too me and on soo many levels too, I mean think about it. It is instinct to resist change, and if you want to change you have to fight yourself, even if you don't like something it is MUCH MORE COMFORTABLE to remain the same then change, even if change would be the better option.

We are always fighting ourselves, but fighting/winning that battle makes you stronger and better

I am getting a new mobile..........

I have sold both my SPV M3100 and the P990i, and now time to pick something else that is sexy!

But I am torn between different models!

SE m600i http://www.lordpercy.com/sony_ericsson_m600i.htm

Nokia e70 http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_e70-review-96.php

Nokia n95 http://www.yourmobilephonereviews.co.uk/nokia_n95_reviews.htm

Samsung P300 http://www.mobile-review.com/review/...-p300-en.shtml

Samsung P310 http://www.mobile-review.com/review/...-p310-en.shtml

m600i - looks slick and does the pda thing, but no camera

e70 - has a flip out Qwerty keyboard,

n95 - does everything but make tea, but doesn't have a keyboard and shit battery life

p300 - looks slick in its retro styleeeeeeeeeeeeee silver, looks like a calculator also

p310 - is newer version of the p300, but only comes in black and is 250 quid

decisions decisions!

I know Maz will say the n95 lol but I like the PDA style phones cos you can do everything on them ooo I duno! and Zool told me to get one that will fit down a MILFs top better lol.

Saturday 21st April

Right so I thought since I have not posted on here a while, I will write up a post while at work……why you may ask?……………Well there is no damm work to do!

Well Saturday was interesting, after the long night at Gatecrasher (Don't go there btw), I woke up at like 2pm, had a phone call from the guys in Birmingham telling me they were coming up for a nice and sexy time in Leeds, to catch up with the rest of the guys.

Was supposed to meet up with all the guys in Leeds at about 9pm, but due to being fashionably late and all that jazz didn't see them till like 10:30pm haha.

Viking was like damm I don't think they see many white people in Bradford! I just told him to know his role and to behave!

So we all head out into Leeds and meet up with all the guys! There were guys from Barnsley, Sheffield, Leeds, Huddersfield, Manchester, and Birmingham! Was a great laugh.

I had loads of fun indeed, total randomness, I asked these 2 women walking past if they had any Vaseline and they gave me the whole WTF/are you serious look….. Was great!

Then we hit up Greek Street and headed into The Livingroom, I like chatting to older women (later 20's/ Early 30's), it's just great conversation and they can have fun and not be too serious!

There were 2 women stood chatting away, so I rocked up and said:

Me: "Are you MILFS?!"
Cheeky: *Starts Giggling in the corner*ß-Keep a straight face man haha
Her: "Your friend is laughing"
Me: "Well are you?"
Her: "I duno am I?"
Me: "Well are you a mum?"
Her: "YES"
Me:" Well there you go then!" *SMILE*
Her: *SMILE*
Cheeky *Whispers to me * "Make her do a twirl to double check*
Me: " I will have to give you a twirl to double check" *TWILRS MILF*
Her: "So am I then?"
Me/Cheeky: "hmmmm dunoo I'd say 50/50" lol

The best part was when Cheeky noticed that one women put her mobile down her top.

Cheeky: "DID YOU JUST PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN THERE?!"
Her: "Yes" *and begins to show us pretty much down her top" lol
Cheeky " I thought they only did that in the movies!"
Me: *Thinking dam will my SPV M3100 PDA phone fit down there* "Will my phone fit down there?" *puts my phone down her top*
Her: *closes her top* at which point the pressure becomes too much and my phone flies out and lands splat on the floor! (Good thing it had a protective case!) haha

In New Revolution I met this women, who happens to work in marketing for VW, so I took her work email address and she said she could hook me or anyone I knew up with a good deal on a VW, but then I sold my phone on eBay and wiped it clean, it took the email address with it! DAM!

I didn't get chance to chat to the Barnsley lads as much as I had hoped for, but I am sure I will catch up with them soon.

Then all sorts of random stuff happened to me in Oceana, which you can find the info on, if you ask the right people lol

All in all a fun night, nothing too serious, which is the way, it should be!

I am off to watch The Shooter tonight; with Eagle should be a good film!

Looks like a night out in Manchester is on the cards, b4 we head off to Orlando!!!!!!!

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!

Which TMNT are you?

Saw the film a little while ago with my nephews. it brought back some fond memories!

Not as much action as I would have liked, but it had a brotherhood/family story line which was kind of cool!

So then

TURTLE'S NAME: Donatello (The Nerdy One)
BANDANNA COLOR: Purple
WEAPON: Bo Staff

TURTLE'S NAME: Leonardo (The Leader)
BANDANNA COLOR: Blue
WEAPON: Katanas (swords)

TURTLE'S NAME: Michelangelo (The Fun Loving Numpty)
BANDANNA COLOR: Orange
WEAPON:Nunchakus

TURTLE'S NAME: Raphael (The Fiery Passionate One)
BANDANNA COLOR:Red
WEAPON: Sais


My fav is Raphael, he does everything with a passion, and just does what he has to do, but that is also his weakness, he has no patience and lacks compassion but a very close 2nd for me is Michelangelo the guy is just the Numpty of the group and just has fun.

Just thought it would be interesting to see which one you guys like and are similar too!

Honestly look at me relating TMNT to real life lol!

The week so far....

My friend has been down from Glasgow, and we have just been chilling out. I haven't been out and about after work for too long since I gotta be up at about 6:45 am the next day........I can't help the fact I need my beauty sleep ;-p

We went out to Gatecrasher last night in Leeds, what a pile of shiteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was £10 to get in for a start, I am a cheap arse mofo really at heart and it was a waste. I had a bit of fun, but it was a huge bunch of guys (most of them pretty built) standing around trying to look hard, too afraid to chat to anyone in case their EGO got bruised! I mean we all have an EGO, I read something by TD saying that EGO is different to self-esteem, either you use your EGO as a replacement for your lack of self-esteem or you use it on top of your self-esteem. Self-esteem can't be knocked down by anyone or anything, it is your own internal beliefs, while your EGO can be dented very easily and you can find it hard to come back from it. If I look at EGO in the above context then I have more EGO then self-esteem, I used to be amazingly shy, and slowly but surely I have begun to break that mould, to the point that some people I meet now refuse to believe I was even remotely shy, and people who have not seen me in a while, have trouble comprehending the change in me.

I just went out to have fun, but I got monumentally board very quickly. I started chatting to these random girls by asking them "Hey do you girls have any Vaseline?!" and then I ended up in a conversation with this one girl. They ended up being out for a party as it was one of their birthdays or something, was random and fun and my friends were in hysterics, they were like there is only one guy I know of who would go do something like that! There was this one girl on the elevated dance floor, dancing away getting looks off all the guys, so me being the numpty that I am, I tapped her on the shoulder she looked over and I playfully stuck my tongue out at her and then went "ner na na ner ner" lol, she was shocked and then smiled and played along, all the people around were like WTF, I didn't really fancy her or anything I just wanted to have a laugh really.

Then there was the guy getting a BJ in the toilets, she was sitting down on the toilet while he stood up, and one of her legs went into the other cubicle, so some random guy was like " i am gona go into that other cubicle and piss on her leg!" and that is what he did, but she didn't stop she kept going hahahaha

In all honesty i don't think I could ever meet a girl in a club and have a proper relationship with her, in a bar maybe sure, but a club like Gatecrasher no chance, maybe I am wrong in my thinking??? i have met all sorts of great people in bars, women and guys who work high powered jobs, who come out to socialize and have some fun, completely different to the club scene. really in my eyes DaYtImE is where it is at esp in the summer, but that is another story.

I also sold my SPV M3100 on eBay, I loved that phone, but 02 say I can't use MMS or WAP on it as it is not supported by 02! THE GITS! I am also selling my P990 as I am broke and I wanna get the N95 but I also like the E70 with its flip out keyboard, after using the SPV with its QWERTY keyboard its pretty hard to go back from that. So will see at the end of the month me thinks.

I was over at the work head office on Tuesday and this Asian girl works close by, and the next day via email, we were chatting away and she is telling me how she has never met an Asian guy like me b4, and how I am soo comfortable with the way I dress and everything and how I am not bothered about what other people think and how I just have a laugh. I was quite taken back by this, as I had only met her like for like one day lol. I had no idea I could have such a strong first impression on someone. Everyone at the head office has their poker face on and unless they go for a smoke or lunch they stay pretty quit, while I rock up and just be a bit lively and fun, one of the girls was like I have come to crack the whip on you lazy bums, while we were stood out side. So I am like "cool is it a snake skin whip, cos they are the best they leave some right marks "lol and then I go on about how she should get one off eBay lol

Right I am off, happy reading will post again hopefully on Sunday, but I won't promise, as I cannae make a promise I know I may be unable to keep!

The Weekend

Man finding time to write on this thing is hard....but I made a commitment to give it a go, and THAT IS WHAT I WILL DO!

Well this weekend I spent in Glasgow with my mate Cheeky, had a laugh. Glasgow is such a nice city in the sunshine. When the weather changes everyone is all smiles.

I was with one of my old friends and we just randomly hung around the city center having a bit of a laugh and doing some shopping.

I was in I think Newlook and I saw this pink shirt, so I randomly went up to a women and asked her if I looked gay wearing it, her face was priceless lol, and my m8 was in stitches, ah happy days. Then we got some fish n chips, and randomly sat at a bus stop waving at cars as they drove past making funny faces, my mate went up to this taxi driver doing his Borat impression and the taxi driver even played along all good laughs! The there was a guy in a kilt......but thats another story lol

Went out on Fri/Sat night with Cheeky and met some other cool people, THE CLAWWWWW was cool. The frame was not totally there, but hey a work in progress!

The bouncer in Kushion came up to me while I was chatting away to the guys and said something along the lines of "We had a complaint about you, just behave yourself", hell if I know what I did, could have been anything, was weird...... talk about ruining the fun state you are in lol, well you can't please everyone can you?

On Sunday was prancing about the city center and there was this cool dancer, freestyle dancing to Will Smith - Wild Wild West and Wako Jacko - Black or White, was cool indeed! Could have stood there with a coffee and watched him all day lol.

Met up with another friend while I was there, and I am thinking of calling that a day...in some shape or form.

Each time I am up my old old m8 always shows me around and takes time out to chill and have a laugh, he has actually come down to Bradford to crash for the week, and he is staying in our spare house.

It was nice seeing the guys Blaze/Mist/Super and the rest, love being social. I came up with a really cool phrase today, which kind of sums up how i view my life sometimes if not all the time........

You only get one life............so why live it in fast forward!

Me/Cheeky/Viking/Zool/Pav/Zed are all off to Orlando. 300 quid all in, including car hire! How the fuck can you not go at that price, and I am thinking we will be have a SEXYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TIMEEEEEEEEEE! I am hoping we can hit up Miami for a bit and meet some cool sexy people lol

I am also selling my SPV M3100 and my P990i, co I am pretty broke and I wouldn't mind the N95 lol. I wouldn't sell the SPV, but 02 tell me that I won't be able to use MMS or WAP on it as it is not an 02 phone, BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Some guys I know are well on their way to winning the Lynx players challenge, and I wish them the best of luck with it, I doubt there are any other people taking part that can even come close to beating them!

You have my support guys!!!!!!!!!

Did you know NUMPTY can mean you are a member of the Scottish Parliament?
lol

Also did you know there are 3 golf balls on the moon?!...............yes it is a fact.

Saturday

Well I met up with Flows in Leeds and then met up with Royal and Atmosphere again and then we met up with El Chulo and FA for a bit. We chatted some and just caught up with each other.

Me and Flows then went out for the night and just had a laugh, he started talking to these girls in Tiger Tiger, I join in and just have a totally random convo, was stupidly fun, we talked about the most random shit and just had a laugh with them.

We then bounced somewhere else, I am hanging with El Chulo, and I see this nice group of about 6 girls, so I walk up:

Me:*puts arms around the girls* "All you girls are gorgeous.....and I had to come and talk to you all!"

Girls:*They go completely silent and are in shock, with big smiles on their faces*

Me:"Wow you girls have all gone quite I find that amazing!...................You lot have a fun night?"

Girls:"Yeah we are, just gonna grab some drinks etc etc"

Me:*looks at the cute one next to me* "Hey I'm Bil"

Her: "Hey I'm XYZ"

We chat for a bit, I can tell she likes me, the way she looks at me and the questions she asks me, but logistically its impossible as far as I can see to do anything. All her friends are there, I take her phone number, her friends will think badly of her, I try to talk to her separately and her friends won't be best pleased. Maybe in hindsight I could have still pushed forward someway or another, as she was a fun girl and very very cute.

Me and Flows then bounce off to a few other places and try out THE CLAW, now if you don't know what that is don't worry you don't need to know, but it worked REALLY REALLY WELL, we were both well shocked, and to be fair I still am pretty shocked, you have to do it with unwaivering commitment but it sub-communicates soo much it's a bit silly!

We then bounced to Halo and we were dancing around and these 3 girls started dancing near us, and some Asian lads, tried to bust some moves and pretty much weirded them out (hell even i aint that good of a dancer!), so I look at this one girl and grab her and say:

Me:"You are absolutely gorgeous and I have to dance with you!"<--------if you say that make sure you MEAN IT!

Her:"But I'm shy!"

Me:"Bolloks!*smile*"

At this point her friends, who me and Flows think are going to get jealous and split us up, hand their friend one of those Loveheart sweets, I am sure you all remember them. The sweet they give her says

Her:"I can't read what it says!"

Me:"Pulls out little blue light"

The sweet reads "all yours" lol Her friends say they are going to dance further down and leave us alone. Now at this point I am very shocked, her friends are happy to leave her with me, they do try to steal my batman camera chain and my hat but thats just a bit of fun. The girl is monumentally shy though and misses her friends, I am not a dick so I let her leave, but of course not without a nice embrace and a kiss lol.

I just go out to have fun and nothing more really, I know loads of guys who go out with a specific purpose and girls can pick up on this, yes there are girls who go out to do the same thing, but they are not the type of girls I want to be with. If I meet someone nice and interesting that is great be it a guy or a girl!

Having fun is key, a good way to do that is to just be SOCIAL!

Got home at 3pm and woke up to go to the sea side with the family at 7am!

Stay tuned for that!

Midweek

Well on Tuesday, I went to my Tai Chi lesson, which is full contact sparring Tai Chi..........You would NEVER have guessed those moves you see these old people doing can break arms/legs/necks. The guy who teaches us, weighs about the same as me, but the power he has is like 2x/3x more then anything I can muster, and it is not hit brute strength, it comes from having the right technique and being relaxed! Try swinging your arm around when it is relaxed/almost limp/numb, it has the power of a baseball bat! I have been told my keening technique is great buhahahaha

I also went DIRECT and got a close from it, but dude talk about messing with your mind, but it is the way to go! It was nice seeing Royal and Atmosphere and us lot having a bit of a laugh in the nicey nice weather!

I was walking back to the office from lunch, and I bumped into one of the media drivers wife, and we got talking. I introduced him to the joys of Dixy Chicken and he always told me his wife would have words with me when she saw me................but no she was very pleasant!! Being mainly drivers they don't use the computers/servers that much, but they are expected to be able to do the basics especially at different sites if they get called up in an emergency, and she was telling me how her husband has a lot of respect for me as I took the time out to make sure he had it all down.................As anyone who knows me, knows I am probably one of the most laid back guys you will ever meet, I am very rarely in a rush for anything! We only get one life I wanna enjoy it and take it all in. In the past sometimes people would try to use my laid back attitude as an opportunity to try and walk over me..........but hey not anymore, there are times where I am to the point, no messing about, but it is all about the balance, we all know of people who take everything wayyyyy to seriously........and ask yourself, where has it got them?!

He is a Jehovah's witness, they in my book were never rated very highly (I only judge from my experiences), I always thought they just preached and shoved leaflets in your face, but me and him we have chats about Islam and vise versa, he has taught me loads and I have taught him loads, he is like 20 years or so older then me too lol

My boss from Scotland came down on Wednesday, and for the first time in like ever we chatted for like an hr, he knows I am after a transfer somewhere else, preferably up to Scotland and not towards London. Well he was telling me they have jobs coming up in Sheffield, Slough and maybe some up in Scotland over the coming months, so I shall see how that pans out. I was showing him all the pictures on my photoblog site of Nessy, from his tiems in Canada, to his horse riding trip and pics of him currently living the live in Toronto Canada!

Either way I am updating my CV and I am putting it on some recruitment sites. I want to live my own life, away from home and be free, just like I was in Canada (I was broke, but it was my life that kind of freedom I can't explain, it can only be experienced), life just feels very restrictive at the moment......but believe me I am making the best of it lol. My mum calls me a lodger as I am very rarely at home, I am always out keeping busy.

A lot of my old friends, ever since I came back from Canada there has been more distance between us, our ways of thinking do not match, for them its the nice car, gotta be home for 10 or ma dad will kick my arse, I mean we are like 24 years old. My family have never been like that towards me, I have always had soooo much more freedom then most of the, hell some of them are married now/or are getting ready to get hitched and have kids (If that is the way they wish to do things that is of course their choice, and I am happy for them). There idea of fun is to hang around and be derogatory to each other, in a very harsh way, and they have habit of seeing the negatives in things. They love to know everything about everyone elses busniess, but they don't like sharing themselves, now me I am an open book, but I won't share info if they are never willing to do the same with me, as always there has to be a balance. They are still my friends, hell I have been through loads with them, but our views/lives are branching out now, and as it seems my life is going in a totally different direction to them and they have trouble comprehending this, as it is outside their reality............ maybe?

They have trouble understanding that I want to travel and see X,Y and Z. It is not something they can comprehend doing so as a result, they don't think much of it ( which of course is their choice). I know if I get into a full longterm relationship, then the chance of me traveling will vanish, so that is why i want to get it out of the way, you never know life is one big DYNAMIC I might meet a girl who would love to see X,Y and Z with me......now that would be an adventure!

I remember reading somewhere ages ago that.....................when you decide to change yourself for the better, your closest friends, will most likely try to stop you, as they are used to you as you are and they will have trouble accepting your change/wish to change and the best thing you can do, is go off the radar and come back later on when you are where you want to be, they will then accept you as you are NOW. I chat to them by email, we still see each other and have a quick chat, but as it stands that is it, they see me as this certain type of person, a person I WAS, but am NOT anymore.

Well that was an interesting writeup, I have no idea even if many people read this or whatever, it is just nice to write this all down, it helps clear the mind.

I will post up about the weekend tomorrow.

Sunday

Well I got in at 4am from the night b4 (thanks for the lift Sunnee and boys) LOVE YOU ALL LONG TIME!

So at around 11am my sister rocks up and we go over to the 02 store again and grab my sexy new phone!

My sister being the funny women she is, turns to me while i am filling out the form for my contract

"Bilal there is a really fit bird stood over there"......I am thinking why the hell is my sister telling me this, so I turn around and there is a guy in a BIG BLUE BIRD COSTUME stood in the entrance, I just could not help but laugh.

On my way out I was like "Damm where is that bird, I soo wanted to chat it up!"

Well now I have a SPV M3100 and a Sony P990i, these 2 phones are in direct competition with each other, so I am now testing them off against each other to see which one I am going to keep and then sell the other! I tell you one thing I don't like the idea of being tied into a 18 month contract, but when I sell one of these phones I should be able to pay off a good 10 months or so of the contract!

Then my other sister grabs me and we head over to Tesco and grab my niece a bike and I spend the afternoon putting it together, because I am the only one who knows how? lol

Then my old friend calls me and says he wants to chill for a bit, i barely see this guy now and he is one of my longest standing friends, so we meet up chill and he asks me for advice with this girl he met recently (i am no expert dammit) lol, it led to some interesting txt msgs.

We then decide to go to a car cruise, my m8 is racing this guy in a type r civic ( we are in a Subaru) and my mate hits this busy roundabout at a fast speed, and he is starting to power slide around this roundabout, and then for some reason he taps the brake and next thing we know, we spin round and are now facing on coming traffic and my door is a few inches from a lamppost lol

Ahh happy days!

Cheeky if you read this all I can say is GLASGOW!!!!!!!!!! 13th-16th March!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday

Well Saturday was sooooooooooooo much damm fun, it was silly.

It all started off normal, my sister came up from London and we went over to the 02 shop to grab me a new contract phone (she gets discount with 02 because she works for the AA). So I walk in and ask how much the Sony Ericsson P990i is on the contract I want, so i am told if i want it today it will cost me over £100 but if i come in on Sunday (April 1st) it will be free as the deals are changing over........so you never guess what I did then? lol (looking back maybe I could have thought it was an April fools joke, but that thought never crossed my mind)

So fast-forward to Saturday night, I grab the bus (yeah I don't even own a sexy car now)...I get chauffeur driven! My bus goes past where Eagle lives, so I tell him to grab the same bus as me, while heading towards Leeds I see this random guy running across the roundabout to try and catch this bus.....I look closer and it's Eagle! He misses it but when he realizes he has missed it he just puts his hands in the air and just smiles with a massive grin!

I call him and he tells me the 508 bus is right behind and since it takes a slightly different route, he will race me! I am all good for this and tell him the last one buys a cranberry juice in Leeds.

He lost and I forgot to get my cranberry juice!

I stopped going out on a night, simply because I just stopped having fun and if I am not having fun why bother, do we really want to do things that bore us?

But I realized how much fun can be had, I had an amazing night, met up with some good friends met loads of random people and just had a random/fun/sexy time (in my best Borat voice).

We went in to the Spice Quarter and I got turned back by the bouncer with one of the coolest lines ever

Bouncer: "Sorry m8 no fancy dress tonight" he said it with a stone cold face too; I have to admit I thought that was hilarious!

People have asked me what is the best line............I am no expert, hell I mess up more then most (I could reel off story after story and so could my friends lol), but being random and off the wall helps, it intrigues people.


My mate Maz and the rest of us were starting conversations with

"excuse me girls.......do you have any vasaline?" lol

It is only partially what you say it is more about how you say it.

I tried being very direct and it went quite well, but that is not a story for this blog hehe. I have pictures from the night and they have been uploaded to my photobucket account, so if you have the link to it then feel free to go have a wonder, if you don't then well.............SHAME!

At this point I am going to say this................. I have had girls call me a player, in various shapes and forms over the last year or so. I find this hilarious.......really I do! When they ask it is also a double binded question, normally either way you answer it you loose, that's why I have used it on women lol.

Women are playas just as much as guys are IMO, they are very socially savvy and it takes a very socially savvy guy to pick up on what she is doing and react accordingly, most guys never realize and/or have no idea how to deal with it.

IMO a player is someone who feels he needs to use women to gain something, especially with girls emotions. I pride myself on not doing this, far from it. People who know me, know I hate people who lie, guys or girls, playful mis-truths are fine they are just fun, but blatant lies A BIG NO NO.

I personally think being honest and sincere is really important, you can never respect someone who is a liar, I mean how could you? and feel free to correct me if you think I am wrong! I could never play with a girls or anyones emotions, I would much rather under promise and over deliver then vise versa. I never make a promise I knowingly can't keep, it is just dis-respectful to the person you are marking the promise to, and i believe you should treat people how you would want to be treated, what goes around comes around.

I love travel and being social and yes that includes meeting and heaven forbid talking to women lol. To this day I don't think I have ever apologized for this, I mean what have I got to apologize for? my life is an open book, I have nothing to hide (well ok we all have our little secrets!)

*just typing this up brings a recent example to mind, which I won't be putting here* and I bet whoever reads this will have flashbacks to similar things.

I talk to guys too...................ah shit I must be gay now, that is the only reason I would want to talk to guys.............................................................................................................

Lies will bite you in the arse at some point if you keep telling them, and then thinking you are clever you will keep lying hoping it will work out, and all you are doing is digging a bigger hole for yourself! (to be fair I think we have all been there though)

Feel free to comment/contact me if you agree or disagree with anything I have written, these are only my thoughts and opinions, and I am entitled to them, just as you are to your own!

I am not going to apologize for being social............I mean would you?

Ah my mind rambles and goes off on tangents all the time aint it great!

The Start

Well I am sat here on Monday the 2nd of April 2006, and I am wondering where shall I start!

I have been up to many things over the last few years especially in the last year. the people who know why need no explanation, the people who don't know......well don't need to know yet!

I love to meet new people and travel, I am loving it. I have met soo many amazing people over the last year it is just nuts, I have made MANY great new friends and I don't think I have made any enemies as of yet! It is hard at times for sure, but there are very few things in life, if at all any that are easy and if it came easy would you really appreciate it?........just ask yourself that question.

Recently especially I hate the idea of living a life of regret and missed opportunities. how many times have we all wondered what if we did this or did that.....instead of just sitting there and doing nothing? We have all heard the idea of GOING FOR SOMETHING AND FAILING.....IS BETTER THEN NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO TRY, or something similar. It is an easy concept to understand but our minds stop us from applying it, but the people who apply it properly or adopt the concept in some way/shape/form stand out from the generic person on the street.

People say it is the taking part that counts.........which I agree with, but the more you take part the better you become and the better chance you have of winning! Anybody who got good at something put their time and lots of effort into it, and never gave up through the bad times and the good!

You are good at playing games on your Xbox/PS2/Wii (I love the whole movement idea by Nintendo, they always do something funky!), ask yourself how many hours have you played on it to get that good??? You are an expert at drawing, how many hours have you spent doing it and the story goes on......................

You have to live your life with some passion, I have read some amazing articles/posts from various people I know and i will be looking at posting them here in full or at least some key points, as a reminder to me but also to the whole world (that's if someone else reads this!).

This is not some big speech style blog, with motivation tips and all that jazz, it is just a blog about me and what I have been up to, the people I have met and the silly/funny/stupid/bizarre stuff I have been up to.